Me aga[i]n

and I’ll do nothing tonight.

I start crying, you figure out why, then leave promptly after. Love you too……..

LOLLAPALOOZA IN A WEEK!!!!!

Alex and I will be leaving on our train to Chicago in 7 days 5 hours and 32 minutes!

:D

I’m being a dick to my boyfriend and waiting and waiting for Matt to be done with band practice. Sometimes I wonder why I act this way. All I know is my chest got all tight and I couldn’t hold up the muscles in my face and when I finally said it out loud to myself my eyes got all watery. THIS IS SO FUCKING STUPID!!!!

Matt just brought up this suggestion to me earlier tonight that we adventure to shows across the country during October. I am so stoked on this! So far we’ve got Band of Horses in either Des Monies (1st) or Kansas City (14th). Let the planning and saving begin!

Omaha just got one downtown and I think a group of friends and I are going tonight. If only Lexi would answer her texts! In the mean time, drinking some Bolthouse Farm Vanilla Chi Tea and watching House with Alex. My tummy wants Panda Express, maybe we’ll go get some… [:

I could KILL my roommates. Basically it’s just been me living here this summer. Living, being a loose term.  Like I shower here and get ready here but never eat here and sleep here only a couple times a week. Psycho Mattie moved out at the start of summer. Stacie still has all her stuff here but has been spending 98% of her time back in Gretna. And Colleen moved out last week. Well before Colleen moved out she was the only one here usually. She ate here everyday and left a pile of dishes in the sink. Yeah it’s still there and a ton of bugs have made a home in it. The whole place smells like death and I’m expected to clean it. I finally will in an hour since I’m actually going to be here tonight, but really why would you leave a whole sink full of dishes and move out completely. UGHHHHH! Further reasoning to why I don’t like girls……

“I hate sleepin’ alone”

This is especially true when Alex is sick like he is. It was so hard to get myself to leave, but I know he needed to sleep and that his parents will probably start getting annoyed if I stay the night too often. He just needs to get his apartment already! Time to try and get serious about sleep. Probably catching his strep, BLEH